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Uninspired

I wanted to start with something that I recalled...I remembered how one knows love, I forget sometimes...

*clears throat* Ahem...

"It is fear, it is clear...It is all that more...It is real, it is Magic...It is calm, it is savage....It is cool as a breeze, it is warm to the touch...It is never enough, it is always too much...It does all the things love does..."

Funny how memories arise when that feeling shows itself...

I am reminded of a southern quote..."She doesn't stand in one place long enough to let grass grow under her feet"

haha...that sounds like me. I get bored very quickly and easily...with what? With everything...things...stuff...locations...cities...people. *shrug* Why? I don't know...I've always been like that. I find it difficult to find people who hold my interest for too long.

That almost sounds like I need constant amusement...lol...but I don't. Sometimes I go into these little phases...it's kind of like my little sex phase. Where I just need to have sex ALL the time...most of the men I am with of course don't mind, but that's another story all together. The phases happen maybe once a month or so...I don't know why...I just do. So I get into these little, "I need to be amused phases" when I get into these moods, not too much keeps my attention for too long. For instance, I went to RI this weekend...I still want to do more...I had to stop myself from picking up and driving to New York about 30 minutes ago. Why? Because it's the city that never sleeps, surely something there could amuse me. Video games don't even keep my attention that long...go figure *shake head* That is totally bizarre.

Another example...I have so much pent up emotion at this moment in time...about what? Tons of stuff...work, my family...my friends...the person I'm dating...I can't get it out, I'm getting very skittish...

Ugh...I am getting terribly restless, I need to go do something.

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