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Pour le faible au coeur...

What does that have to do with this entry? Nothing...

You know...

Manchmal vergesse ich, warum ich schreibe
Parfois j'oublie pourquoi j'écris
A volte mi dimentico perchè scrivo
Me olvido a veces de porqué escribo

Wish I could do this in my first language, unfortunately, Korean characters are currently not an option for me.

Anyway...I received my diploma frame yesterday it is SO beautiful! *gushes* haha...I will have to take a picture and post it here :)

Side note:
Es gibt Momente in meinem Leben, in dem ich wünsche, daß jemand mich gerade nah halten würde und mir alles zu erklären ganz recht ist

Hmm...I wonder if I said that right? I suppose I will have to ask drchase tonight...anyway...still haven't figured out what David and I will be eating for dinner, I meant to ask him yesterday ugh...I forgot. Oh well...

Work is going...interestingly...I just got hit with 3 more projects...everything needs to be done soon, but that's ok, I think it will all work out. :) However, I see long hours ahead in my future...lol...what do I mean by long? Somewhere from 9-10 hours a week...great. Hmm...my good deed for this morning? I tugged on someone's sleeve as I was leaving the Hynes Convention Center T stop and whispered in his ear, "Your fly is down" and I let him go and kept on walking. haha...I was in a rush or I would have stayed to chat to ask him, "why did you not zip yourself before you left your house?" *shrug* Whatever.

I've been wondering about my loveguru site and wonder if I help people? I mean I guess I do...I answered a couple of interesting requests today. I asked drchase about one of them and he said, "They are too young and she's expecting too much from him" haha...I compared it to us, and he told me I coudln't do that because we are no longer in college. lol...Fair enough I suppose...

I've been feeling rather lackadaisical of late...Hmm...I need to feel something...overpowering...something rushing...something that will absolutely blow me away.

I feel as though I am lacking vigor in some way...perhaps I am just burned out. I think I need a vacation or a break of some sorts. I mean a real vacation, the kind where I sit at home and do nothing, but lay there, I think of nothing except for waxing poetry in my head. I haven't written a poem in ages...I haven't written an erotic story in almost 2 months...I lack inspiration. Grant it, on my nature weekends thoughts and muses float through my head, begging me to jot something down, and yet, my hand refuses. I fear the connection from my soul, to my mind, to my hand have somehow been disassociated...

In so many ways I just want to get lost in a swirl of thoughts.

"Wheresoever you go, go with all your heart." - Confucius

"The supreme happiness in life is the conviction that we are loved -- loved for ourselves, or rather, loved in spite of ourselves." - Victor Hugo

"Immature love says: 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says 'I need you because I love you.'" - Erich Fromm

"For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul." - Judy Garland

That has made think of a start for a poem...

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