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The Letter

You know who you are (I hope you still read me),

I was reflecting on what you wrote, I mean really reflecting not just feeling anger and frustration. You left me with so many things unanswered and you expect me to accept them. I came up with a multitude of possibilities...and finally settled on 2 options.

1. You were playing me (but the time and energy you used on me didn't make that very plausible).
2. This is the more complicated possibility, but more acceptable.

So you told me you weren't asking for forgiveness...just understanding...I'm going to do one better on you...not only do I forgive you, not only do I understand...but I probably understand more on how you are feeling than you do. Yeah, I'm that perceptive. I also hope you understand that you hurt me on so many levels, I couldn't even begin to explain them.

I also want to offer you a bit of advice...you have an incredible drive that I admire just make sure you never lose sight of your objectives. Things can go from worse to shit if you do. I know things look dim at this point in your life, but you need to be strong for yourself and remember when all is said and done, the only thing that will be left is how you lived your life. It will not come down to anyone else, not your friends, not your parents, no one, but you.

And from now on, I will not think of how your hurt me, I will think of how you made me laugh, smile, and feel. This will be the last time I suppose I will say this...but, I wish you the best love.

Natalie

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wooden_reef
Jun. 3rd, 2003 05:56 pm (UTC)
*hugs*
and more *hugs* for both of you.
natalie516
Jun. 3rd, 2003 08:30 pm (UTC)
Thanks :)
wooden_reef
Jun. 3rd, 2003 08:33 pm (UTC)
Re:
You're very welcome. Just sorry they don't transmit as well in text as in real life.
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