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Life's about Choices...

I told someone once..."Life is about choices and coming to terms if you can live with those choices and the consequences that will come with them."

I wonder sometimes if I do the right thing...do I hold onto the right dreams, ideals, and expectations? I know many will say, "There is no such thing as the 'right or correct' dreams, ideal, et cetera", but I certainly do not mean for the "right" one in such loose terms. I mean more so in what do I want...what do I need, what do I desire to assure my happiness? The reason I question these things is because...well...

Last Sunday night...was the most fun I've had in a long time...it was the first time in...I would have to say, since I got here, that I've been able to be truly happy and free. The happiness I speak of cannot be described as one felt with a lover, it was more of a, happiness one would feel as a child. I was carefree, I felt that nothing else mattered, that there were no bills or work to think about. It was just me, 3 hilarious guys, and food. It was just...lovely... I honestly cannot remember the last time I laughed so much, the last time I felt that elation, with my heart beating the way it did, the warmth I felt flowing through me, from my heart to my soul...

lol...I started this entry about 3 days ago...I had a lot on my mind, but it was very clouded and muddled...now I can't remember all the excellent points I was going to make...but I did want to get this out there...perhaps when I remember I will be able to expand on it more later.

A few notes...

  1. Everybody knows...almost doesn't count...
  2. A kiss as gentle as a soft beam of moonlight

Poetic aren't I? Hopefully more later...


( 2 comments — Leave a comment )
Nov. 26th, 2003 08:02 am (UTC)
im glad you had a good laugh at the weekend :) keep u chin up ;)
Nov. 26th, 2003 08:43 am (UTC)
hehe...thanks :)
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