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Good chances only come around once...

that is so true...I had chances to date really great guys...and I didn't. I dated guys who are jerks and who lie...who cheat.

I sent a message to someone who I used to be friend's with. He abruptly stopped speaking to me two years ago, without a word. He told me it is because he has had a girlfriend for the past two years and he doesn't have time to mess around on the computer. He was a friend that I only chatted with on the phone for two years and I guess...he really wanted to meet me. I didn't know that. I knew he had mentioned it a few times, but I asked him if it was okay if we just kept it to the phone and he said okay. Though I liked him I was young and I did not really want to take chances. So many guys I have dated have screwed me over. I enjoyed speaking with Kiley and I wanted to keep him as a friend. A couple of years ago I asked his room-mate why Kiley didn't return my phone calls anymore...he said, "Maybe Kiley wanted something more from you, and when he realized he was not going to get it, he decided to just let you go."

(sigh) Oh well...Kiley was a really sweet guy too...

I hate it that I am still in love with Kalen. I hate it that I miss him so much. I did what I had to do...I can't go back to him...the emotional abuse in the relationship was just too much...


Sep. 26th, 2002 07:54 pm (UTC)
lol...Yes I know...I think I will feel worse after it happens

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